other people

why o why am i so sad
have i done something bad
have i shown my true face
more than once this lifetime?
did i miss it when it happened?
i wanna see what other people see
and not think
so goddamn much

you and i are actors in an endless play
life's the stage
that will not be able to make either of us stay
count to three
and then we'll jump
into morning into evening into nevernevermorgenland